Well...I'm going through a rough patch right now.

I have a bit of a toxic friendship that I need to overcome; all we do in the friendship is give and give and give, and it just doesn't seem to pay off for eachother. I cannot reach them, nor can they reach me. But my idealistic notions of forgiveness have locked me into a loop between resent and forgiveness. I want to have neither; I want to let go of this negative relationship because I feel like I'm stuck in a loop.

Here's to hoping that this new year will be clean, whatever may come.